Not about 2019 Thai Election

You think I write my own content? Dead wrong. Excerpt from Czeslaw Milosz’s “The Captive Mind” (1953)

“Whether a man who has taken the Murti-Bing cure attains internal peace and harmony is another question. he attains a relative degree of harmony, just enough to render him active. It is preferable to the torment of pointless rebellion and groundless hope. The peasants, who are incorrigible in their petty bourgeois attachments, assert that “a change must come, but this can’t go on.” This is an amusing belief in the natural order of things. A tourist, as an anecdote tells us, wanted to go up to the mountains, but it had been raining for a week. He met a mountaineer walking by a stream, and asked him if it would continue to pour. The mountaineer looked at the rising waters and voiced the opinion that it would not. When asked on what basis he had made his prediction, he said, “Because the stream would overflow.” Murti-Bing holds such magic judgments to be phantoms of a dying era. The “new” is striving to overcome the “old,” but the “old” cannot be eliminated all at once.

The one thing that seems to deny the perfection of Murti-Bing is the apathy that is born in people, and that lives on in spite of their feverish activity. It is hard to define, and at times one might suppose it to be a mere optical illusion. After all, people bestir themselves, work, go to the theatre, applaud speakers, take excursions, fall in love, and have children. Yet there is something impalpable and unpleasant in the human climate of such cities as Warsaw or Prague. The collective atmosphere, resulting from an exchange and a re-combination fo individual fluids, is bad. It is an aura of strength and unhappiness, of internal paralysis and external mobility. Whatever we may call it, this much is certain: if Hell should guarantee its lodgers magnificent quarters, beautiful clothes, the tastiest food, and all possible amusements, but condemn them to breathe in this aura forever, that would be punishment enough.

No propaganda, either pro or con, can capture so elusive and little-known a phenomenon. It escapes all calculations. It cannot exist on paper. Admitting, in whispered conversation, that something of the sort does exist, one must seek a rational explanation for it. Undoubtedly the “old,” fearful and oppressed, is taking its vengeance by spilling forth its inky fluid like a wounded octopus. But surely the socialist organism, in its growth toward a future of guaranteed prosperity, is already strong enough to counteract this poison; or perhaps it is too early for that. When the younger generation, free from the malevolent influence of the “old,” arises, everything will change. Only, whoever has observed the younger generation in the Center is reluctant to cast such a horoscope. Then we must postpone our hopes to the remote future, to a time when the Center and every dependent state will supply its citizens with refrigerators and automobiles, with white bread and a handsome ration of butter. Maybe then, at last, they will be satisfied.

Why won’t the equation work out as it should, when every step is logical? Do we have to use non-Euclidian geometry on material as classic, as adaptable, and as plastic as a human being? Won’t the ordinary variety satisfy him? What the devil does a man need?”

หนังสือที่ผมกำลังอ่าน – มกราคม 2562

  1. “Home” โดย Leila S. Chudori (แปลจากบาฮาซาอินโดนีเซียเป็นอังกฤษโดย John H. Mcglynn) นวนิยายที่เกี่ยวกับชีวิตผู้ลี้ภัยการเมืองอินโดนีเซียที่ใช้ชีวิตอยู่ในปารีสหลังการกวาดล้างทางการเมืองในอินโดนีเซียช่วงทศวรรษ 1960
  2. “A Short History of Indonesia: The Unlikely Nation” โดย Colin Brown
  3. “Identity: Contemporary Identity Politics and the Struggle for Recognition” เล่มใหม่ของ Francis Fukuyama (อ่าน excerpt เกี่ยวกับการเมืองไทยที่นี่)
  4. “A Life Beyond Boundaries: A Memoir” อัตชีวประวัติของ Benedict Anderson
  5. “Thailand Unhinged: The Death of Thai-Style Democracy” โดย Federico Ferrara
  6. “Capital: Vol I” เพราะว่าถึงเวลาต้องศึกษาอย่างจริงจัง ตั้งใจว่าจะอ่านตั้งแต่เรียนปีหนึ่งสมัยปริญญาตรีที่มธ. แต่ผลัดวันประกันพรุ่งจนถึงทุกวันนี้

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